Depression · Health · Life · mental health

Warning – System Overload


I am exhausted. Partly because I can't sleep and when I do sleep I have terrifyingly vivid dreams and nightmares and partly because I currently panic over a stupid amount of things. The panic varies from the type I can hide from people and push through to the type where I just cry and shake… Continue reading Warning – System Overload

Depression · Life · mental health

Caution: Fragile


I'm not feeling at my best at the moment. It's been rumbling away in the background for a while and I have been doing my best to hold it off but this last couple of weeks it has caught up with me and I'm sinking. I haven't been sleeping well for a while - I've… Continue reading Caution: Fragile

mental health · PND

‘That’s Not Flying – It’s Falling With Style…’


I've been feeling pretty good recently. Balanced. Stable. Vaguely human (I say 'vaguely' because there have been a few days where I have been a zombie due to Arthur deciding 3a.m. was a good time to get up and play...). So I skipped a tablet or two thinking 'Hey! I'm feeling better, maybe I don't… Continue reading ‘That’s Not Flying – It’s Falling With Style…’

Depression · Health · mental health · PND

Today I crashed and burned


I fell off the Happy Wagon today. Right off. And I possibly got run over by it too, just to finish me off. Over the last few weeks I'd almost convinced myself things were almost right back to better. That I was happy again and nothing was going to bring me back down. Then I… Continue reading Today I crashed and burned