We're going for a ride. Well, I am anyway. If you count changing medication as a ride. The stuff I have been taking seemed to be taking the edge off my depression but in return was making me jittery and anxiety ridden, prone to panic attacks and disturbing my sleep to the point where it… Continue reading Hold Tight!
Category: mental health
Warning – System Overload
I am exhausted. Partly because I can't sleep and when I do sleep I have terrifyingly vivid dreams and nightmares and partly because I currently panic over a stupid amount of things. The panic varies from the type I can hide from people and push through to the type where I just cry and shake… Continue reading Warning – System Overload
Caution: Fragile
I'm not feeling at my best at the moment. It's been rumbling away in the background for a while and I have been doing my best to hold it off but this last couple of weeks it has caught up with me and I'm sinking. I haven't been sleeping well for a while - I've… Continue reading Caution: Fragile
‘That’s Not Flying – It’s Falling With Style…’
I've been feeling pretty good recently. Balanced. Stable. Vaguely human (I say 'vaguely' because there have been a few days where I have been a zombie due to Arthur deciding 3a.m. was a good time to get up and play...). So I skipped a tablet or two thinking 'Hey! I'm feeling better, maybe I don't… Continue reading ‘That’s Not Flying – It’s Falling With Style…’
Today I crashed and burned
I fell off the Happy Wagon today. Right off. And I possibly got run over by it too, just to finish me off. Over the last few weeks I'd almost convinced myself things were almost right back to better. That I was happy again and nothing was going to bring me back down. Then I… Continue reading Today I crashed and burned

